Friday, April 27
Rain of your presencelet the rain of your presence fall on me
everyday that i live
lord every breath i breathe
let the rain of your presence fall on me
everywhere that i go
lord let your presence fall
rain on me
Heli Dont ask me why 10:06 AM
Monday, April 23
Mee REbus.Suddenly i just recall the times when i get to eat mee rebus with my dad at a shop behind my mum's office. It was always half for me and half for my dad. And i recall how i sat, and waited in the car, looking out for her. Each time i saw her coming out from the back of the building, somehow there is a sense of relief and i will then sit back and the car will go.
i always enjoy those days. with dad eating, and waiting for mum.
naive, pleasant memories.
Heli Dont ask me why 5:59 PM
Sunday, April 22
Exam... flu?Blow! first paper is over. almost cried when the paper was collected. 40 mcqs and i know probably only 10 of them. essay that is worth 60 marks and i only wrote 4 pages. lala... how haha.
anyway was really depressed for a moment, moreover its my first paper and i thought i could rely on this module to pull up the others! seems like the other modules have to be worked on even harder! i shan't be demoralised, although it really seems so bleak for that paper. Never mind, all in God's hand.
I learnt something today actually.
"If we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself." (2 Tim 2:13)
Yup i thought this was the beauty of it all, having to well kind of re-realised this fact once more. Felt encouraged, comforted. Its not entirely about trusting Him for a good grade for this paper (although He is more than able to do it) but i guess its more of trusting in Him in all things, as in all. I've been kind of narrow-minded.. too focus on these papers. Yup.
Anyway yeah, 4 more papers, 12 more days to freeeeeedom. And there goes my year 1. Hah.. i'm getting older. somebody please stop the time!!!
Heli Dont ask me why 12:51 AM
Thursday, April 5
MOTIVATED. BWAHAHA. =)Heli Dont ask me why 5:01 PM
MOTIVATED. BWAHAHA. =)
Heli Dont ask me why 5:01 PM
Tuesday, April 3
18 daysI just measured in terms of height the amount of readings i had for GE2218 when i stack them up together...
*drum rolls*
4cm!!!
O_O please pray for me!!
Heli Dont ask me why 11:46 PM
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.: Thoughts :.
I know i have to let you go..
Everyone tells me this is so...
See, my life has stopped since
You passed away
Sometimes i can't bear it
Even for one more day..
Thoughts of you consume me
Every second of everyday
I just want it back you know
The way things used to be...
In my life you held the key
And now i have just your memory
And though this is not enough for me
This is how it has to be...
I need to laugh again without feeling guilty
You aren't here...
I feel so alone & full of tear
It's so terribly hard when all that's
Left is tears...
Mum, i wish you are here
Just plainly listening to me...
I promise to keep you safe
Where you have always been of course
In my heart, that's the place...